scottran
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Well, I have done some thinking. If I get called for an interview I am going to go. But, I am going to wait to see if they get any type of management or supervisor openings. I would be working out on the gas wells if I were to go for the jobs that are open. i would have to work a ton of hours Just to break even. It is an hour or so drive for me so thats another 400 dollars a month in added fuel expenses. And, its a physically demanding job and my knees and back are shot. I am kidding myself if I think I could physically handle it. I would have to get up at 4 am and its quite possible I would be getting home at midnight and have to be getting up at 4am again. I just cant do that. Ken, you made many valid points that weighed heavy with me also. I need to be in a position where I know exactly what my job is and then left alone to do it. I dont know if I could take direction again after all these years. I am just used to opening up the doors in the morn and doing what needs done, nobody tells me what I have to do. I just do it. I thought about times when I have helped at functions that I am not in chrge of. I hate standing around waiting for someone to tell me what they need done. I dont know if I will ever be able to find a job working for someone else with what I am looking for. I guess for now I will still be self employed but, I am still looking for somehing new. I have no passion anymore for what I do. I am in a rut and need something different. :?
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